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15/3/2023 Day One after counselling session

Felt quite terrible today. Madam sha actually brought us cake to celebrate the birthday of March, April and May's babies. hmm but I restricted myself not to get involve with them. I just let them enjoy themselves. Idk. Sometimes I looked at myself as a burden in a class. Like I didn't deserve to be here. I didn't deserve to enjoy myself with them. Until Madam, herself called me to take the Nasi Lemak. 
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14/3/2022 The day of Counselling session

 I actually still cut myself on the wrist. crying everyday even in my room is like a routine these days. i know I have counselling session but my mind felt so numb. I have no idea to talk to the counselor. I went to KKKB with Sarah, Nurin and Mija as the driver hehe. the session took me about 30 minutes +. He taught me how to handle my emotions and practice deep breathing so that I won't feel my chest hurt whenever I am having the episode of crying. idk myself actually. After I left, I was thinking. whether should or not I go for the next counselling session? I said I wanna get better to the counselor but I know deep inside me, I don't want to. It is just me being me. crying, depressing. I live with that feeling for such a long time. It is like a half of me. That's why sometimes I think it is better for me to stay this way. 
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20/3/2022 day six after the counselling session

wake up quite late this morning attending Dr Hanita's class she gave us tutorial and we have to present on Thursday I drank two cans of latte coffee I can feel the wave is coming
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TSLB3252 CREATIVE WRITING

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Assalamualaikum and very good day, everyone! Here I share to all my writings of 2 flash fictions and 1 poem for TSLB3252 Creative Writing Continuous Assessment Task 3.   1st flash fiction: My Dearest Buddy (Year 6 Unit 2 : Living In the Past) 2nd flash fiction: My Idol (Year 6 Unit 4: Cool Jobs) Poem: The Perfect Melody (Year 6 Unit 7: Music and Songs) Enjoy reading! Do share and comment if you like it!  #tslb3252 #creativewriting #TESL2writes FLASH FICTION : MY DEAREST BUDDY FLASH FICTION: MY IDOL POEM : THE PERFECT MELODY
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